| I am a lowlife who can't see beauty in other people, and resort to badmouthing, raging, hating on people.
I suck.
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| kinda sad
but also kinda happy
that we are all putting an end to this.
A bygone era of mine,
my hands clasp to
catch the vestige of
this memory...
many vows made in vain
.....
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| I always imagine myself going to another college, a Ivy league, or some other famous school with an elite air. Sounds pretty snobby and stuffy doesn't it? But yea, I enjoy that kinda bookish atmosphere grounded in intellectual establishment.
Cornell?
Duke?
or just Berkeley?
Hmm
But I also think I might become a alcoholic or might have a hard time adjusting to the new environment. But ain't that what you do when you're still young?
I am in for an adventure. But I realize I am well into the third year of my college years. Without making many successful friendships and academic achievements.
hmm
Maybe I should just think myself as Abe Lincoln or the famed naturalist Darwin. Which is quoted as "not showing a sign of brilliance until their 50s"
Let's keep that hope alive.
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| I am holding a grudge against everyone..
not good not good
I have turned extremely emo....
I find myself taking the angst out by.....
not good either
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| I wish that I didn't sin against the Lord.
:(
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